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I'd somehow bypassed the grief and pain that seemed to engulf my family, leaving me both confused and relieved at the same time. Sure, I'd grieved for a few days, the kind that soaked my pillow and made me gasp for air, but then one day I felt nothing at all. The one thing no one ever tells you is how personal grief is. Coming from a black-and-white world, I found myself searching for the right way to do it as Mom's f uneral approached. I was afraid of being judged—not only f